If this is love,then I want it.

If this is said to be love, then I want to feel it.

I want to lead life like the others.

Why must I feel like shit, when things aren't the way I think it is?

Damn! those people around me.

Whatever they say, is not gonna bring me down.

If you were not the one then why does my hand fits yours?

Goshhhh. I want things to be back to normal. Just a note to myself.

I'm not gonna think about anything anymore. Lol.

I hope!

i feel like shit..

i don't know why is it whenever i see those pictures and those posts she made for you,

i feel like throwing up,

i get angry,

i feel that maybe she was the one for you and not me,

i just feel like shit okay.

exactly how i felt the day i was in the car with you,

the day i found the truth from the inner you.

why must it be her and you still keeping in touch with her family even makes it worst.

i just cannot get it out of my fucking head, no matter how much i try.

it's like i can't breath.

i can't sleep.

all i do is think about what else you hid from me.

prolly there'e hell alot of stuff you hid from me.

i'm feeling the pain.

it's like it's choking me, it's stabbing me into pieces.

everytime i think about the shit you did.

with that fugly bitch.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i feel like screaming my lungs out right now, because i just saw something my cousin brother showed me.

it's seems like she did really love you at first.

it's like i'm just a fucking replacement for you to move on.

laugh it out loud bitch, you had him before i did.

i wishh, and only wish i could cure this pain.

but anyways, i'm in the search somewhere i could find happiness.

with or without forgetting that shit.

Teenage Dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

Finally, it's your day today.

I know I'm not there to celebrate your birthday with you,

and things turned out this way,

It's not how we wished it was right?

Everything does happen for a reason.

If this is what it's suppose to be, then let it be this way,

I know I'm a bad person, as you said, I always hurt you.

But I really wish I did not.

All I want is you to be happy, Jif.

That's why I'm drifting away from you.

Way far where in time, you can't even reach me.

As for today, it's your birthday.

"Happy Birthday"

Have fun yeah? I know your friends would make you have fun somehow.

Wish you all the best in life, take good care of yourself.